it's never too late to be who you might have been - George Eliot
We changed because of life, because of desperation, because of the funniest of things and even because of God. No matter what are the grounds, change is the law of life. Undeniably. Life needs to vary. For good obviously. Myself, for instance. It didn’t take me long before I realised, i need to change. My determination to change was indeed without waiting any longer. I’ve told my other half and he was so pleased with my intention and supported me all the way.
The day when i’ve become conscious it took me long to finally deliberated my decision. It took my 24 hours. The longest day of decisions of my life. I’ve told my mum and sister and my closest friends and they were without a doubt very supportive. Who would not? I can’t imagine how the 5 minutes decision lead me to the final decision to change the real me. It was when i got back from the office and decided to go out that night, and that was when I came to a decision to wear hijab. That was it. Alhamdulillah. I thank God for the choice I had made.
As told by my bestie, Syukur for the opportunity knocked on my door that made me understand that life had wanted me to change. And now I know, what did my bestie prayed for me during our solat throughout the ‘being me’ conference. She prayed that I would wear hijab one day. Thank you bestie. I know you will always pray for a better me. I’ve cried during my first night emigrate to a better me. What could i ask more from You, other than the night, when I was touched and weep talking to the people who loves me so much. I had changed.
It will be a long journey for me. I am not initially prepared for anything at all, but I am preparing for better or worst. I wish for a soundly passage in my life. This is the 4th day. And that day 4 September 2012 will always be the day that I learn by heart.
the new me!
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